I feel frustrated today. I don't know why. But I'm tired of putting up with bull crap from my family and teachers. I can't get a minute alone anymore, and it's driving me insane. I can't even listen to music without being interrupted. And I've been having detentions practically shoved up my ass for being late, but I have to walk across the damn campus! What fuck? Apparently I have to walk across campus in five minutes while carrying my own weight in books and binders. yeah. whatever. fuck it. I'll just meet up with the principal on my way there. I can't stand getting bull shit from the teacher, and I can't stand getting bull shit from the class. Seriously, everyday when I walk in, they shout 'hey, you're late from China!' and it takes all my strength for me to keep from beating the living crap out of everyone in the room. And I hate that when ever anyone finds out that I'm Mexican, they scream crap like 'Go back to Mexico, you fucking wetback'. It's rude, ignorant, and just makes you look like a douche. Seriously, I'm surprised I haven't shot anyone yet.
Maybe I'll visit the nurse too... I can't move my right arm without feeling pain my shoulder.
My school isn't completely crappy. At least I have my friends. I mean, if Alex wasn't there, the walk to the library would be boring and all the threats of being stabbed I'm getting wouldn't be real. And Katie makes math fun. I've told her about how I'm suicidal, and on Friday I told her about something that happened in middle school, and she started laughing and said 'holy crap, you are suicidal!' and then she told me about something similar that happened to her. And everyone else... they're important too, but explaining everyone would take a few weeks, so... >>
